I am having a beer and Semi-frozen green grapes. Washed. Stems, everything! cold, Mmm... condensation and all. Do You think this an odd combination? Well if so, either way, I get that a lot with my consumption habits. and that doesn't mean i think im cool. Done.
butTHIS WEEKi mean now. I have a list in mind, that is to sayI have some things I intend to calculate. I mean i am calculating some things. Trying to Stay, Get, organized. to put things into
Oder. ha. ORder. OKAY, enough
I have to finish filling out and then mail the application for the apartment i intend to be living in at the end of this week. exciting
I have to count up. an image of this process is forming in my head, clearer than it ever has before. MIGHT sound silly, BUT, don't be fooled. I get nervous when I have to count. up or down. nervous, STRESSED
I was never the banker. Oh THE nerve.
So I gotta get some good sleep. With dreams & all that.
i would like to write more letters and attempt a new pickin style. i'm tired of things, i mean my songs that sound the same. repetitively disjointed in a similar way. words too. REdundant. Like that story that I keep telling about throwing my iphone into a river. I'm thinking. it was about a year ago now.
Last night I didn't sleep. I intend to calculate my distance, trekked. Work was good. i learned a lot
more.
later,
