Trekkin Around, on foot, on trike.

Ofbunk Erin Boylan

for a brief second i was blind, my eyes vicariously living through his description. tension gone.

1 minute ago

Ofbunk Erin Boylan

the best part: when the chiropractor explained just a little scrape on the knee was the cause of a little girl's end of the world screams.

2 minutes ago

Ofbunk Erin Boylan

I had a free massage today. got over my fear of sitting in one of those chairs in public.

6 minutes ago

Ofbunk Erin Boylan

Walkin all over the place. the outfit's the same, the cemetary today, will be different. quiet peaceful. small. i am all.

6 hours ago

Small. Stricken. Awe.

Counting Up

I am having a beer and Semi-frozen green grapes. Washed. Stems, everything! cold, Mmm... condensation and all.   Do You think this an odd combination?  Well if so, either way, I get that a lot with my consumption habits.  and that doesn't mean i think im cool.  Done.
butTHIS WEEKi mean  now.         I have a list in mind, that is to sayI have some things I intend to calculate. I mean i am calculating some things. Trying to Stay, Get, organized. to put things into

Oder. ha. ORder.  OKAY, enough

I have to finish filling out and then mail the application for the apartment i intend to be living in at the end of this week. exciting

I have to count up. an image of this process is forming in my head, clearer than it ever has before. MIGHT sound silly, BUT, don't be fooled. I get nervous when I have to count. up or down. nervous, STRESSED
I was never the banker. Oh THE nerve.

So I gotta get some good sleep. With dreams & all that.
i would like to write more letters and attempt a new pickin style. i'm tired of things, i mean my songs that sound the same. repetitively disjointed in a similar way. words too. REdundant. Like that story that I keep telling about throwing my iphone into a river. I'm thinking. it was about a year ago now.

Last night I didn't sleep. I intend to calculate my distance, trekked. Work was good. i learned a lot

more.

later,

yes,
it's that act of remembering,
then breathing,
breathe,
i put my dreams on hold,
i had too much,
to lose,
or gain,
in through the nose,
out through the mouth,
you are living my dreams,
my dreams,
exhale,
they aren't really mine,
just ideas,
dreams are our own,
can dreams be plagiarized,
have you looked the same your entire life,
smile,
we're too similar,
let's figure it out,
together.

the first

Today

yeah

i talk to them frequently

blogging

are you?

i had an idea

i think our first post should be joint

alright

im down with that

haha

alright

"fatty" is a word

that i want to discuss

i cannot eradicate it from my vocabulary

it is apart of my uncertain vernacular

i'd like to get rid of 'gotta'

my unconscious vernauclar that is critcizing me

for eating too much ice cream

right now

we gotta get rid of our fatty voflabuary with a smokin joint post

or better yet, let's post this

circle

yes

do you chew or mush it between your tongue and the roof of your mouth?

chew

both

mush

im chewing because i added cinnamon sugar

and chunks of nutella peanut butter

chunky skippy

but

i think i'd chew anyway

what about you?

smackin' gums

i chew on one side more, gum slappin defense from tmj

we need to talk about TMJ

we're connected from tmj

TEMPORALMANDIBULARJOINT

WE ARE

orally

click,

connected

lock

connected

clop

clock

tick

sometimes my ears feel full

or just the one

the right

release the pressure

barometer

please

it's a disease!

called ear fear

i have it

it can be controlled

yeah, i guess what can't be

these days

i never know where to start

or where to end

start now, end later

NOW &nd L8ter

that candy i never got but i'd get it

sometimes

at the majestic gas station

next to biscuits and gravy

for something like six cents

per square

i don't even remember flavors

they're all artificial

ha

i've been drinking since i got out of work all of thirty minutes ao

ago*

i just thought i'd throw that out there

i think im ready

i caught it

i will post this

if i have your consent

it's consensual

erin boylan

&

kathleen vecchia